Benched, Ghosted and then Mooned. HoL 152

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Humans of Lagos

"I have my share of being fooled. Times without number, I've tried investing emotional affections on desert grounds. My not been hospitalised then, must have been a miracle.

Friends told me that I'm handsome, but I lacked self-worth. See, I suffered. Like an attractive feather carried about in a stormy wind, I longed for any landing site that would accommodate me regardless of its condition.

Some of my experiences include giving out my love genuinely, harmlessly and innocently with the assumption that it would be reciprocated. Only to be ghosted by my lover. Alas, I have invested in a feather love.

Then I loved her that found me benchworthy. I checked up on her, but she responded only at her convenience. Her scanty responses did send me hope that she might love me back but at her own pace. She joyfully toyed with my emotions and puffed away.

And then I found her. She appeared like a full Moon, shining brightly unencumbered for a moment and then disappearing very fast like the diamond blazing across the evening sky.

I was broken and the rock-bottom made me a sage in love.

Now I'm wise, I'm in charge of my life. I define the relationship I'm going to be venturing into. I'm not a subhuman."

© FERT, 2018

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